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*Broken* [Mar. 24th, 2005|02:57 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

Broken heart upon a bed of glass
Empty thoughts scattered in the grass
Red rose petals pulled apart
The sharp thorns dug into my heart
Broken pieces scattered about
True love is the only doubt
Silver tears fall from black eyes
Painful wounds, painful sighs
Nothing is right, all is sad
Shattered dreams of a long-lost lad
Broken girl, broken dreams
Quiet tears, silent screams.
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just an AIM Profile i randomly looked at.... but i like the meaning in this quite much [Mar. 24th, 2005|02:51 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]

First... First time I looked into your eyes
I saw heaven oh... heaven in your eyes
Everything I did before you wasn't worth my while ...
It should've been you all the time, I'll do anything and every thing to please you...You know how much I need you, You're always, always on my mind
You're more than wonderful, more than amazing/The irreplaceable love of my life/You're so incredible, here in these arms tonight/The irreplaceable love of my life...
Always, seems like a reality, Forever don't seem so far away...All I wanna do, all I wanna think, all I wanna be... is close to you, Every day is my lucky day
All I wanna do is love you, I place no one above you... I'll tell you why...
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Quotes [Mar. 24th, 2005|02:37 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

You live and you breathe and then you die. In between, if you're lucky, you fall in love. Some loves stay forever, others are lost in only a day. but it's still there, underneath all the hurt and pride and years. if it's true love, it's never forgotten. so when someone says they're in love, don't tell them they can't be. don't say they're too young or it's too soon. love knows no age or length of time.love is a feeling deep in your heart that squeezes you tight and you never want to let it go.

"Even if we never talk again after tonight, please remember that i am forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me." ~Chasing Amy

You don't get to choose, you just fall in love. And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know that you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it; and the reason it is so confusing is because it's love. But if love didn't have any challenges, what would be the point? ~Party of 5

"Countless words, countless actions could ever define my feelings for you. True love defies definition."

so let them say it's wrong for me to love you..they could never feel the way that i do when we kiss..when we're close like this..they can't see inside my soul..they can't know the love we know..all they do is waste their time..they can never change my mind..it's what my heart says..that's what i listen to..it's what my heart feels that tells me..tells me what to do..it's what my heart knows..that's the only truth i know is real..all i hear is what my heart says to me.

"My love is like a rose divided into two, the leaves I give to others, but the rose I give to you."

"Even if love is full of thorns, I'd still embrace it for I know that in between those thorns, there is a rose that's worth all the pain."

Seduction. To entice. To lure. To tempt. Seduction, a word that floats through the language on sighs of longing, on vows of vengeance and the perfumed air of mystery. It is a word for dark, moonless nights and sweet passions that sweep one away on a flood of desire and sensation. Literature abounds with the image of the seductress, there to tempt the unwary, to entice the ready and lure innocence away from its gilded cage of virtue.The vixen, the femme fatal are really the seductress at heart and they never seemed to disappear no matter the moral ideals of the time.~Temptress,Violet Goddess

"Love is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on a heart, and there it shall remain forever"

---*~``--Kiss me, and you may see stars. Love me, and I will give them to you.--``~*---

A heart is like glass, dropped once, broken forever, and even if the pieces finally get put back together it will never be the same.

Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesnt. You cant tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least expect it, or even if you dont want it to. It loves who it wants to and theres nothing you can do about it.

So smooth and so smart he's abducted my heart and i'm falling apart from the looks i recieve from those eyes i can't leave well you can say i'm naive but he told me to believe...

i still recall the taste of your tears echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore

"i want to hang onto something that wont break away or fall apart like the pieces of my heart" - something corporate
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bored as usual [Mar. 24th, 2005|02:17 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |boredbored]

In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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*Epitome of Perfection* [Mar. 23rd, 2005|04:45 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |awakeawake]

Thine eyes enchant me, capturing my very soul
with the brilliant light shining from within thy heart.
Thine eyes, two spark'ling pools of light from heaven,
tempt all who see them with their brilliant embers.
Thy voice enraptures me with it's sweet melody;
It banishes the darkness, turning night to day.
Gentle and deep, it soothes away my agony,
leaving me in ecstacy and longing for thee.
Thy graceful movements, like a bird soaring through time,
take my breath away, leave me aching for more.
The fluidity of thy dance awakens spring,
causing birds to sing and my spirit to rejoice.
My body trembles with longing for just one touch
from thy ever-so beautiful hands of power.
Just one moment in time is all I ask of thee.
My heart cries out for thee, my soul longs for thy love.
O! If only I could hold thee, kiss thy sweet lips,
My soul would fly to heaven knowing true beauty.
If only we were destined to be together.
I curse fate for keeping thy love away from me.
O! What joy I would feel within thy warm embrace.
I would give anything to have thee in my life.
Thou art my reason for life, my reason to live.
Thou art my love, heart, soul, and every desire.
Without thee, I would be nothing, an empty shell.
With thee, I would bloom into a brilliant flower,
growing more beautiful with every passing day.
Please, I beg of thee, love me and let me love thee.
Do not let this love I hold disappear tonight.
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Boredom at 4:30 am [Mar. 18th, 2005|04:23 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |boredbored]

you are midnightblue

Your dominant hue is blue, making you a good friend who people love and trust. You're good in social situations and want to fit in. Just be careful not to compromise who you are to make them happy.

Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen.

Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.
the spacefem.com html color quiz
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MmMmMmMmMm [Mar. 17th, 2005|05:20 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |boredbored]


You Are A Juicy Kisser!

About Your Kissing Style:

Your lips are totally kissable baby, and you know how to use them.

You are the perfect - with the right combo of lips and tongue.

It's important to flaunt it, so kiss early and often on dates!

What Your Kissing Style Says About You:

You're 100% hot, and you know it. You're all about being sexy, all the time.

You have no trouble scoring dates or kisses ...

Just trouble getting rid of jealous people trying to show you up!

You attract attention from every hot guy and girl... even before you show off your kissing skills.

Your Personal Kissing Matches and Mismatches:

Go out with another Juicy Kisser and you'll be the power couple of the party. Sure, you'll have a ton of
hot kisses, but only after everyone there has checked you guys out. Hook it up with a
Romantic Kisser and you may have found your soulmate.
Romantic Kissers will be attracted to your appeal, and you'll appreciate their loyalty.

Keep away from Carnal Kissers! They'll just try to play you for sex, and
ruin your reputation in a heartbeat. And Freaky Kissers are way too wild and
rough for your style. You prefer pleasure to pain, thank you very much.

How Do *You* Kiss?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
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English IS my strong point... [Mar. 17th, 2005|05:16 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |awakeawake]

Vocabulary Vixen!
Congratulations! You got 17 correct answers!
You sexy thing! You probably own a book or two. You can communicate in complete thoughts and your knuckles don't drag while walking down the street. Now promise me you will use your word power for good not for evil.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 87% on wordpoints
Link: The BIG WORDS ARE SEXY Test written by MissMariah on Ok Cupid
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Happy! =) [Mar. 17th, 2005|03:07 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |gigglygiggly]

For the first time in a long time I am happy. It's hard to believe. I was completely stressing all day, but then towards the end I felt better. Much better. So this morning I went by my dad's job. He helped me fix my car. Yay! Then I drove to my cousin's only he wasn't home so I drove to Buddy's, hoping to catch him at lunch and He wasn't home, so I went to school early. And do you know who I ran into? Greg! yay! hehe.. i was hoping I'd get to hang out with him before i had rehearsal. =) I also ran into Tara. She quit working at the theater which surprised me. I thought she liked working there. She had our head manager wrapped around her little finger. Anyways... so I hung out with her and Greg and then she left and I hung out with just Greg. He came to rehearsal with me. We had rehearsal in the green room. Bleh. Jason has been acting really weird lately and it seems that all I do is fight with him. I dunno. It drives me crazy! So Randi thinks Greg and I would make a cute couple! LoL. I really like him. He's fun to be around and he makes me smile. After rehearsal I had work. OMG! It was INSANE! We had a birthday party and there were only supposed to be 30 kids. When we did the final head count there were 67! I was running all over the place cleaning up and refilling popcorn and soda. I ended up getting out really late and missing class. But that's oki.. I get paid to go to work, I don't get paid to go to class. I really need to find another job, something that's open for more than 2 hours a day. I applied at applebees but I really doubt they will hire me. Oh well. It would've been nice to work there though since I'm in there all the time anyways. So I drove to school after I got out of work looking for Jason, only he left already. I was really frustrated about that considering he said he'd wait for me when i called him a block away from the school. I ended up reading lines with Theresa, Rob, Kyle, and Richard. It was fun. I stuck around and talked to them for awhile even though I could've gone home. I asked Rob and Theresa to be completely honest with me about what had been being said behind my back and they were. That made me happy. I like when people are honest with me. That's the only thing I ever ask of anyone. Honesty. So I've started to realize who in the theatre group is actually a friend and who isn't. Which I guess is good. I think I'm going to distance myself from some of them for awhile. Start hanging out with my old freinds again. I miss them dearly and I don't spend nearly enough time with them. My Communion/Confirmation is Saturday the 26th or March, and you want to know something? I'm actually looking forward to it. Bleh. So I drove to the bowling alley to see my mom and when Greg called me I said he should come and keep me company. He actually came! It surprised me. I like spending time with him. He makes me feel good about myself and that's something that I haven't felt in a long time. Anyways, I got home late and decided to write this. And I'm in such a good mood that I decided to make a new avi, it's the one I'm using on here, isn't it perty? hehe. On another note, I think it's hot when a certain guy wears his pink sneakers, despite what anyone else says! so =P. I'm really looking forward to tomorrow. Why I don't know. I've really changed alot from who I used to be, and I continue to change. I like the person I have become since my accident last year. I'm a much better person than i had ever dreamed i could be. On that note, I think I'm going to go to bed.

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Damn, i knew a perfect score on verbal on my SATs was worth something... [Mar. 10th, 2005|02:41 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |coldcold]

English Genius
You scored 100% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 100% Advanced, and 100% Expert!
You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go!

Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!

For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 74% on Beginner

You scored higher than 77% on Intermediate

You scored higher than 94% on Advanced

You scored higher than 99% on Expert
Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test written by shortredhead78 on Ok Cupid
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How True... [Mar. 10th, 2005|02:05 am]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |boredbored]

Your Love Number is


You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument
You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.
You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.
At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.

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Pygmalian and Galatea ( a short story i wrote) [Feb. 24th, 2005|09:01 pm]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |enviousenvious]

Chipped from cold white marble, I stand here on this pedestal, unable to move. A man, royal in his bearing, whispers loving comments in my ear. He speaks of beauty. My beauty. Am I beautiful? Galatea he calls me. Is that my name? I wish I knew.
Cold. I am so cold standing here. Naked am I, but that is not the cause. No breath flows from my body. No blood runs through my veins. I am marble, a statue without human life. A mere carving of what this man desires.
How do these thoughts coime to me if I do not live? The Earth, my mother, whispers these secrets. Just as the creator of this form, whispers his love for me. His Galatea.
His arms encircle me, his warmth flows through me, warming the chill of my marble form. He holds me there, upon a pedestal, both figuratively and literally. He whispers of love, of beauty, and calls on Aphrodite, the goddess of love. Will she hear his plea? Grant his wish?
He begs her to give me life, to give him my love. He longs for the love of his Galatea. Me. What I wouldn't give to feel that reality--to feel alive. To love.
He embraces me. His kiss shoots through me like fire as I feel a sharp object where, should I have been humn, my heart would reside. I blink in surprise as my lips soften beneath his. Wait a second. I blinked. I moved.
My eyes dart to the corner of the room where Eros, son of goddess Aphrodite, stands. Smiling, he waves at me then disappears. Had he, my creator, seen it?
I raise my head up. My creator is startled as he looks up at me. Then he embraces my now human form once more. Each place he touches sends my body soaring as his touch changes me from cold marble to heated flesh.
I throw my arms around his neck. I still I can't believe I move! His arms wrap more tightly around me, 'til his clothed body melds with my body unclothed. No longer am I cold. I am Galatea. And he is? Oh yes, I've heard it before. Pygmalion.
I step down from my pedestal. He takes my hand and leads me to where I belong. At his side. This is my home. Home. I live, I breathe. I have life. Not knowing what life is like of what the Gods will bring, I take one careful step after another, following my love, my creator, into an untold destiny.
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Dancing Through Starlight [Feb. 24th, 2005|08:59 pm]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |curiouscurious]

Dancing through the stars
mymind knows no pain.
My soul rejoices.
My heart is whole again.
Found my own little secret,
he is my world.
I cannot believe the euphoria
which now floods my being.
Who would have thought
six little words
could change me deep inside.
Now instead of dying,
my entire being longs for life.
Eyes blue as the twilight sky
reach into my heart,
drawing forth emotions
I never knew existed.
Dancing through a world
where all I see is him.
The stars reflect
the inner glow
which now floods myself.
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To An Untouchable Dream [Feb. 24th, 2005|08:58 pm]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |contemplativecontemplative]

Sitting across the room,
A ghostly sigh.
Falling into a black abyss,
I see no hope.
My feet stand tied
to a flaming ground.
My heart lies bleeding
upon the embers.
My soul has shattered,
my mind turned ice.
I am empty.
Hope has flown away
on the wings of starlight.
The truth cuts deep.
A single step too late--
I ache for him.
Sad eyes tell the story
of a broken heart.
Truth is sugar-coated pain.
My every emotion
turned to ashes.
The love, the desire long felt
has now been lost to me.
Yet in my mind he remains--
an ever-constant reminder
of a forbidden hope--
an untouchable desire.
The rain pours down
echoing the tears
which fall within my heart,
my mind, my soul, my life.
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How Old I Act [Feb. 24th, 2005|08:57 pm]
*Silver Star Girl*
[Current Mood |boredbored]

You Are 24 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

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